Space Traveler Reveals Depression After Deluge of Harassment After Historic Trip
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has opened up regarding her struggle with mental health after enduring a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
The 34-year-old activist – recognized as a researcher and activist – was part of the brief journey to space in April, which also included high-profile passengers.
The much-publicized journey was met with derision by some, who questioned its cost and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the situation, the astronaut, who was celebrated as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the vicious response eclipsed her moment under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” the astronaut shared in a public message, recalling a check-in call from a fellow crew member in the period after the journey.
She portrayed the news reports and online discourse as an unprecedented psychological assault.
“Stuck in Texas, I spent a week unable to rise from my bed,” she wrote. “A month later… I had to hang up… because I could not speak through my tears.”
Eclipsed by Backlash
Ms. Nguyen, who has focused her career on gynecological science and operated research during the mission, said everything she had worked for – including her lab work and extensive preparation to the symbolic importance of her heritage – was drowned out under the tide of gendered attacks.
She is most acclaimed for her tireless campaigning championing the cause of sexual assault survivors.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was put on hold after an attack during her time as a student, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
The Fog Begins to Lift
Now, eight months after reaching space, she reports that the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she thanked the followers whose kindness pulled her through. “You were my salvation,” she said.
She concluded that even with the backlash, considerable good had come out of the experience, including spotlight on her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.
The Historic Journey
The fully automated New Shepard rocket departed Texas in April, carrying the all-female team on a short trip that passed the Kármán line of outer space.
The diverse crew also featured accomplished professionals from different industries.
The venture behind the flight is a private space firm launched by a Amazon founder.